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sometimes i consider using a diff place to blog, like even being more open abt my lyfe on places like instagram (yeah lame) but i feel like i have become such a controversial person that no social/friend/online group i should expose to the barely filtered thoughts i have... like i cannot imagine posting my thoughts where my irl people can see them!
it's also this modern culture where u can't say anything outside of the status quo without immediately getting attacked by comments and inquiries on your ProBlemAtiC oPinioNs... ..... make it stop!! and living thru war adds to the heat of the discussions, some of my opinions would prob upset a foreign person and some a local person. i think it's not even me being so crazi, it's just how tense the online and offline society feels... there's obv upsides to this current culture but man. it feels like a cage... what happened to being fucking silly on the internet
plus the online culture/soc medias are also very against anonymity lately, like so many ppl go by their legal name as their insta handle now and insta is just a linkedin/"oh look how employable i am" thing. Ew.
i had a nonsensical insta handle for as long as i can remember and a month or so ago i caved in and changed it to my legal name (barf) it was not just bc of the pressure but also bc i never liked that prev handle. rn my insta is deactivated and i wanna reactivate it just to change my name to a new nonsensical handle i thought of today... lol as if that would make the place feel any more friendly. Well at least my acc wouldnt come up to those googling my fackin legal name!! esp since im applying 4 jobs now shhh (🧿)
it's also this modern culture where u can't say anything outside of the status quo without immediately getting attacked by comments and inquiries on your ProBlemAtiC oPinioNs... ..... make it stop!! and living thru war adds to the heat of the discussions, some of my opinions would prob upset a foreign person and some a local person. i think it's not even me being so crazi, it's just how tense the online and offline society feels... there's obv upsides to this current culture but man. it feels like a cage... what happened to being fucking silly on the internet
plus the online culture/soc medias are also very against anonymity lately, like so many ppl go by their legal name as their insta handle now and insta is just a linkedin/"oh look how employable i am" thing. Ew.
i had a nonsensical insta handle for as long as i can remember and a month or so ago i caved in and changed it to my legal name (barf) it was not just bc of the pressure but also bc i never liked that prev handle. rn my insta is deactivated and i wanna reactivate it just to change my name to a new nonsensical handle i thought of today... lol as if that would make the place feel any more friendly. Well at least my acc wouldnt come up to those googling my fackin legal name!! esp since im applying 4 jobs now shhh (🧿)