softsoft | (no subject)

the thing is i don't like almost all of the job ads i see... it's hard lying to urself that u want to talk to customers all day whil cooped up on a laptop at home/in a stinky office. i don't like these blue collar jobs i see, it's always so exploitative with crazy hrs and intense physical labor and i don't like the white collar ones either. it has got to be something very one of a kind i think. but then sometimes i see ads that i like and i get insecure and scared. but im working on it. i need to find a job but to not get into a job knowing but ignoring that it sucks for me