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[softsoft]

 the thing is i don't like almost all of the job ads i see... it's hard lying to urself that u want to talk to customers all day whil cooped up on a laptop at home/in a stinky office. i don't like these blue collar jobs i see, it's always so exploitative with crazy hrs and intense physical labor and i don't like the white collar ones either. it has got to be something very one of a kind i think. but then sometimes i see ads that i like and i get insecure and scared. but im working on it. i need to find a job but to not get into a job knowing but ignoring that it sucks for me

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[lolastar]

its not fair how much extra hard this has to be only cos we r earth deficient pisces … have u thought abt working with food?its what ive enjoyed most

[softsoft]

so true!! i like cooking but im often scared i won't be able to have a standing job w long hrs. but honestly my backs been getting better and i think its actually not getting as healthy as it cld rn BC i keep laying down too much(it wasnt like that when my back pain started tho, i rly needed to lay then) i wld def love a "mindless" body physical work i think that would be so rewarding while sending work emails will never feel as real as like sculpting a clay cup or baking bread...right. im going to look into food jobs more! what kind of food jobs did u have lola?<3

btw i was looking at the most popular asteroids recently and i have pallas in taurus and it's like a (probably too weak) earth grand trine from pallas in taurus + chiron in virgo + neptune and uranus in capricorn. i was wondering if this is a little earth that i can tap into maybe? (u probably have it too since we were born rly close haha) idk much abt pallas yet but it's like athena's influence and she rules war and warrior spirit and weaving among other things heh!

but thats such a weird set of planets/asteroids in earth, i can't make sense of it now. got to think more.

[lolastar]

feel u, its so easy to get stuck in rest+nourish mode when healing cos its safe and comfy, but excerise is just as important when ur ready for it…
when ive worked with selling berries and vegetables ive been provided a chair so its been rly easy haha just sit and wait and be nice to costumers. ive also done a bit of baking and preparing food work and its been more busy but so fun! my friend whos also a 1995 pisces works in a bakery :-)
and yeah i know almost nothing abt asteroids but ive noticed that in my chart as well! a little grounding i guess! we would probably fly away if it wasnt for that haha