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helloooo im feeling so chatty so i might rant on here lol. i think i could get away without posting lately bc i had my gay group chat 4 the last yr but it's fizzling out... Rip
the only other girl in it left and the guys pretty much ignore my blog like rants there and r in general... so emotionally stunted im Sorryyyy i rly thought this male lameness disease doesn't apply to the gays and im sure it's true to an extent but theyre also all barely 22 and are chronically online and therefore r also scared to meet up (well esp the one i was the most obsessed w and thought we will be besties 4ever sigh)
Which is bizarre to me bc i am always down to meet up w someone i met online and blogged/ranted at bc i already know they rnt judging me which is the scariest part of meeting a person irl 4 ME. i think sadly there's some truth to the whole idea of - - - If u meet someone online and they seem to Live On The Internet and have barely any irl social life, there may be well a reason why, like maybe theyre not that well adjusted irl. I say that w love, and as someone who can be described by that sentence as well and ofc this isn't an axiom justa thoughttt.
anyway i just wanna be able to tell someone the stupid minutiae stuff from my everyday life rn so the void of blogging will have to do whats up
the only other girl in it left and the guys pretty much ignore my blog like rants there and r in general... so emotionally stunted im Sorryyyy i rly thought this male lameness disease doesn't apply to the gays and im sure it's true to an extent but theyre also all barely 22 and are chronically online and therefore r also scared to meet up (well esp the one i was the most obsessed w and thought we will be besties 4ever sigh)
Which is bizarre to me bc i am always down to meet up w someone i met online and blogged/ranted at bc i already know they rnt judging me which is the scariest part of meeting a person irl 4 ME. i think sadly there's some truth to the whole idea of - - - If u meet someone online and they seem to Live On The Internet and have barely any irl social life, there may be well a reason why, like maybe theyre not that well adjusted irl. I say that w love, and as someone who can be described by that sentence as well and ofc this isn't an axiom justa thoughttt.
anyway i just wanna be able to tell someone the stupid minutiae stuff from my everyday life rn so the void of blogging will have to do whats up
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