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mom came over and helped me tidy my apartment (she did most of the tidying tbh) and now my kitchen is sparkly clean and organized and everything is so pretty and fresh im sooo grateful. im super pooped. i want to invite everyone to visit me now! it's actualy inviteable now.
i just want to have that life when i have friends in my town and they come over and drink wine with me and i want to host parties and stuff _@ one day

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honestly im thinking about going back to uni all the time, im done pretending that father not letting me pick my major was no biggie. esp now that im adhd burned out and studying again wld be well, hard. in a perfect world i wld go to an art school to study art and also clothing design and also get a humanitarian education, smth to do w languages and literature. ha
i think any sort of art school is off the table tho, it just doesn't seem worth it anymore?.. but the language thing is so tempting. and i loved studying languages and literature ever since i was in school