pluto thru houses transit rant

 im so impressed bc i looked up the dates for pluto transiting through my houses and it was in my 10H from ages 9 to 18 and 11h from 18 til rn, 29, it's just now entering into my 12H where it will stay for at least TWENTY years... and many interpretations of how does pluto going thru 10th and 11th houses feel are so real to my life... MANY of the bad outcomes included. (heavy chaotic uprooting of what _career_ is to me then heavy chaotic uprooting of what my dreams are, and some other minute things) i don't feel sad but i do feel... near-sighted, having never noticed this influence on my life before and wishing i knew a lil.

super interesting and bizarre and im glad it's time for a new house transit and this time i will try to prepare for it. reading on pluto thru 12H now it's like hmm yet another thing abt psychology and my dark side and isolation and etc lol some kind of motif for me i guess. oh well at least this kind of struggle leaves me wiser. also maybe i will finally make it with my art? yay. im only upset about the isolation factor. haven't i had enough. sigh whatever