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there was no water and electricity today in town bc of strikes (electricity came back during the day tho) and i woke up to horrible smoke everywhere, i couldn't even bear being on my balcony for more than ten seconds, hearing some strikes too... it all put me in a horrible mood bc i couldnt fix my boiler w/o water and electricity and didnt wanna go walk in that air. ecobot said the air pollution was in 200s and 300s today, the most severe level. it's so depressing and scary. i don't want us to get sick from this air... it's so upsetting bc my town is small and green and the air is usually so good here, and water too. im used to feeling safe here. war is ruining everything
my mom called and she had no electricity for longer than me so she also felt weird and it was rly nice to talk and i vented abt the plumbers and the boiler. i need to go outside tomorrow whatever it takes (the less i do it the harder it gets:()