shopping update :p

 yesterday i sent out the bonnet i made for my friend, i think i succeeded at making it tighter so it doesn't stretch! i rly hope he likes it. and i fetched my order of a bunch of incense. i loved how i smelled when i carried that box around me, i wanna smell like incense all the time! also i finally treated myself to a woodwick candle, im still waiting for it to ship and i hope i like the smell bc i picked it online.

and today im going to get my wallpaint!! but i still need to buy primer a bit later when i have more money (but also maybe i need to do it before the black friday craze...) and a couple more wallpaint supplies. and then i can paint my walls!! how exciting omg i never thought i'd see the day...

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 i really want to get gifts for all my friends this christmas. planning gifts is usually so overwhelming for my brain but now i feel different, a bit less chaotic, i think i can do it:) and it's such a joy to be able to make someone happy w ur gifttt and i want to feel actually christmasey this year. and decorate a tree, i never do bc i don't have one!!

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 i'm looking at job ads and it's sooo. ugh. i wanna get paid WELL if im going to spend most of my time working which is what full time jobs do! otherwise it's not worth it like i'm so tired of being broke and depending on my parents.it could be nice to have a funky modern online job but i don't understand what exactly could i do without training and there's obviously a lot of takers there blah. i would love to have a customer free physical job just make food or do pottery, if i could sit down at my workplace and not have crazy hours that could be so fulfilling i think!! i wanna find something like that and with a good payyy and nice boss. manifesting