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helloo i've been ok, didn't go to parents for both xmas and nye, knitting a lot, feeling suppperrr anxious to apply to jobs. i just wanna work already but i hate needing to apply for jobs to get one ugh. and i wanna make my own money i've been super broke.

walking a lot and my back is getting better, so cool, it's been horrible for like three years, im actually proud of myself for accepting it so i don't rly suffer mentally abt it anymore, but if it's getting better well that's even better ofc. Trying to find good sources and exercises for trauma.

i really like not posting or posting like 5 times a month lol, kinda curious to see how little can i post or smth. it's been yrs of constant posting of my thoughts and i always wondered if i can live w/o it and i actually love it. i love texting, mailing, group chats, all that stuff to keep in touch w ppl. posting not so much anymore.

i miss having money especially my own money, i wish i had some so i could travel rn. but it's okay